sunday........................

today has been a rough day...overslept so did not make it to church at all....my pain is increasing to the point that i thought of going to to the e.r. but they would already tell me what i know that my knee needs replaced and i am not sure if they would give me anything stronger to take care of the pain. the pain now is maily when i am upright and walking not so much once i am sitting or laying down. i am scared because not sure where gracie would stay if i have it done and am in rehab...due to my size my rehab would be longer than most...my place even though it is one floor is not really suited for a scooter to get in and out of my place....plus many of the places that i go right now are not set up for a scooter such as like the building the church that i go to uses and since it is a private place it does not have to be accessable when we get a building it will be. it is strange because the school has a ramp and then at the end of the ramp two steps. i am going to go put one of those heating wraps on my one knee and see if it helps. i am so bummed because of missing church because of not being there to sign in the kids like i am to do and also because i miss church when i am not there and also wanted to get some prayer for this leg. no question for today...............