Phone calls

I have spent many many minutes today on the phone trying to get some answers to questions that I have about my rx coverage. I have so far talked to four people and now was given another number. I get so irritated when that happens. I know that certain departments handle different things but it would be great if everone knew which department for certain issues. I think that I have decided now to go down to social security local office since they are the ones who decided that I was elgible since I am on Medicare and Medicaid. I want to know what the imcome cap is for the level that I am on to get my rx's for the same price that I pay now. My medications if I had to pay totally out of pocket which I could not do unless like I won a lottery because they are around $3000.00 a month! Yes I did mean to have that many zeros!
I am bummed because of my friend Tammy not being able to get together today. I was looking foward to going out and talking. She suffers with some of the same issues that I do so I totally get that there are bad days. We will most likely go out next week. I have some goals today which are to clean some...put some things away...sign the few Christmas cards that I plan to send out...work some more on the admin stuff for the small group that I go to on Monday evenings.
I was looking foward to going to Bob Evans and ordering just punpkin bread or something with coffe..and now I cannnot decide what I want to eat. Well I am needing to eat something...and I think due to not sleeping well last night a nap sounds really great to me. I am really wanting to in the new year focus more on the original thoughts i had about using this blog to deal with my eating disorder and food and such.
lj's so far for today....even though i hd to talk to about four people they were all very nice and kind and i was able to stay calm and polite...i am so happy for my friend andrew found some money. it is always fun to have a good surprize like that.....it is a human issue that every person needs to know that they are needed. i have really enjoyed starting to do the administrative issues for the monday evening group. it is something i do well at and enjoy...gracie taking a nap. i love her much...today she has been needy and wanting to go out and then in and she really people does seem like a toddler at times when she gets this way and does do so much better after a nap. i think i might join her in a nap soon.........oh this is more of a big joy instead of little but bvr is going to give me $200.00 to go towards clothing for looking for work and when hopefully soon that i start working so that is a HUGE blessiing especially since now all of my pants have holes in them except for one pari of jeans. i do not care about wearing them in my day to day but for work not good....i am looking foward to spend time with maureen...........well i want to email some people and do some on the admin stuff.....i hope that anyone who reads this has a great day.