sunday afternoon thoughts and questions

some of these thoughts are repeats from other posts and some are new....i continue to feel quite accepted at central vineyard. it is great to have people care and where it is alright to say no i am not having a good day....or i am really tired or share even it has been a great week and people will listen and care....last night and today i have been pondering something that i learned in aa and that is the definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over hoping for different results and am thinking that in regards to some relationships that i struggle with.....if you were in a public place and had a SCREAMING baby would you not take the bab y out of the situation when it went on and on and on so other people cound enjoy their lunch or dinner? i am talking about going on a half hour of screaming . i am one of those people who do not mind children AT ALL yet i not only felt bad for the others of us there and for the family but also for the baby who was miserable...maybe it is because of the mood that i have been in that i am more cranky.....discovered that the dollar tree on sawmill now has frozed and dairy food items and for $1.00 and had some good things like frozen dinners and veggies and soy milk and cheese and such. today is a day with it being so humid and raining on and off that my pain level is quite high. i think that i am going to settle down with a good book hopefully get a nap in and then mom is calling early evening so that i can try to walk her through some things with her computer. i offered to go to her place but she said that with my being in so much pain it was fine for us to see if like before i could talk her through it while on the phone.....so lj's today....getting to hold patrick in church and he such a sweet and smiling baby.....having some books that i have not read yet...finished the other two books so i can start on a new one today....my mom baked cookies so i have some homemade cookies to go with some ben&jerrys ice cream later on....dollar tree having groceries.