quick update

i have to make this very short since i am on a computer at the library....my computer at home is not working (major pain in the butt since it is one of my stress busters) and my anxiety and mental illness(s) are getting worse....probably will have to go into the hospital for a few dayss. i am keeping myself safe and such just lots lots going on. i will miss writing often and reading other bloggers. the plan as far as the computer goes is to see if my friend john can fix it and if not call a local company that i have used before and have them fix it.....please do not worry about my going into the hospital it happens now less and less but as i said it all is kicking my butt right now.