monday afternoon..........

and i am back from having therapy and my doctor appointment and two runs to the pharmacy and such. i went to my own doctor'f office...could not see my regular doctor but at least got to be seen. he said that where i was so tender in my back it typical for kidney infections so thought that the best thing to do is for me to take a week of antibiotics even though it did not show up at the e.r. and i had to pee in a cup and he was going to test it again even though nothing showed up at the e.r. so got that rx filled and the muscle relaxers and he said that those were fine with him if i used them so still very achey but not the acute pain. i call the doctor on friday if the pain is still here...friday is my last session with will sad,scared and nervous not having him et i am so so very happy for him and alex and that they can finally live together in california and i am happy that alex is getting work in l.a. as an actress....she even got a little part of one segment of scrubs so that is cool! will has so so much to give and God has gifted him so much and i feel so very very blessed to have been able to seen him for about about a year and a half and it has changed my life!
i missed doing the sign in table on sunday since i had missed mainstream due to the medication that they gave me in the e.r. and so am bummed about that and need to write some people and explain or call some people. i am going to and need to try to really hang out with people more especially in the next couple of weeks with will leaving and with the anniversary of the rape from 22 years ago coming this satuday and such and will was gently pushing that i do that.