quick post on saturday afternoon

well i think that i am getting manic...it shows up different for me then some other people who struggle with bipolar what i am noticing are things such as i am talking a bit more then my norm and like last evening at the shower i kept asking questions to people and when i am emailing people i write looooooooooooooong emails and things such as say when i awake in the morning i wait until it is an even time such as if the clock says 9:23 i feel the need to stay in bed and not start getting up until like 9:30 and counting lots while i am doing things such as multiplying numbers and such. i so wish that when i got manic that i would feel the need to walk lots or clean lots and such. it is weird though because during the day when i am awake i am noticing more manic behaviors but then at night i am going back and forth with sleeping i tend to either sleep lots or not much and wake up often so it is kind of weird to have both things happeneing at the same time but hey that is my life with bipolar.
today i went to the food pantry and then mom bought me some tim hotons hot chocolate and now i leave in a few minutes to go to the prayer vigil.................
so i will add to this later on today but for now some lj's....hot chocolate....gracie...not having to turn my heat on yet...being able to go see a movie in a theatre tomorrow for free....getting an email from my friend s who liked the ideas that i gave her in regards to an interview she has on monday...my giving myself some slack and not getting all worried about the bipolar issues....my friend j who i delight in our friendship and am in awe of his nature pictures that he takes and is gracious enough to share and how he presses on and deals with his mental illnesses issues. i am blessed and honored to have him as a friend....oh and this is more of a large joy then a little but it is such a HUGE blessing to get help with the costs of my medications! i only had to pay one dollar yesterday for an rx that without the help would have been almost two hundred dollars...
one more thing so that i do not foget it...on monday my sister sees the pain doctor again and then on tuesday she sees the neurologist so please pray that the doctors can figure out what is going on with her and how she can be treated and that if there are tests that she needs to have that they can be done quickly and not having to wait a few weeks and such.