sunny sunday afternoon............................

it is a gorgous day.....blue clear sky filled with the sun shining....today so far has been an up and down day yet more ups than down.....went to church this morning and i had a great time checking in the kids for first service and then attended the second service....great worship and great teaching and i really felt like i heard from God about some things...so i hope that i remember when i fall into old habits and patterns....mom and i got together for lunch - it was a difficult time because mom had one of her hard times swallowing and food getting stuck in her throat. it was the worse that it has ever been at least when i am around...scarey for her and for me. i think that she will do better now at not eating things that seem to cause the problem such as breaded meats...most breads of any kind...i see in many ways she is acting older and that i need to tell her things such as what she should not eat and such. yesterday was a good day and then last evening out of the blue or at least it seemed that way that i had one of my crying jags so that was frustrating. i did get lots done yesterday and am hoping to motivate myself tonight to get more done yet have a feeling i will wait until tomorrow or tuesday knowing me. i had a moo latte at dq today and very good but way more sugar than i should have....but with mom's problems i did not eat much lunch so i think that i was kind of still hungry....still would have been better to make another choice....