Sunny Sunday.......................

it is in the 60's right now and is sunny and i am enjoying having the door open and gracie is enjoying laying in the sun on the patio. it was good last evening for mom and i to get together and we did go to bob evans..yummy salad and baked potato..and cottage cheese. i am not sure how far back it goes but i really like to have cottage cheese with a baked potato. i am still struggling today but even the bit if spring we are having today is helping me feel better. i will be good to get out with mom for our usual sunday lunch out...back to last evening she paid for my dinner which i did not expect especially since she pays when we go out on sundays but it wa an lj and a blessing. we went to a couple of stores so that she could get aleve which she prefers than advil or motrin and i went to get some luna bars which not only do they taste great to me they fill me up for a snack..and are loaded with good things not lots of chemicals.
earlier today it was a rough day..i did not make it to church which means i missed my turn at the children's sign in table. i worry about people being really mad at me and if so i am sure it is legit anger. i was having problems with the panic and such and with walking so even one of those things would make me want to not go let alone two things.
i am thinking of seeing if mom would like to stop at the library to read some magazines...it is so great that some of the libraries here have magazines one can look at....i was just thinking how much andrew would enjoy being able to read a huge variety of magazines. i know there is no way that i could afford to take the huge variety of magazines that i like to look at. i think if she is not into going to the library perhaps i can hang out at her home for the afternoon thinking it would help me to be around someone to talk to and just be with. i hope that eveyone has a really great day................