Saturday Ramblings.............

I only slept 3 hours last night! I am thinking that I am having a bipolar cycle...I am not sleeping...I don't want to take my medications but I do take them...I do not want to eat... Today my physical pain has been really intense...so between my physical body hurting and tired and my mind racing I have not gotten much at all done today. Mom took me on the errand that I needed to do so did get that done. I am doing some laundry more because I really need to do so even today laundry seems like a huge task. Today I have written some emails and read some blogs....I want to find a book that I can read to hopefully slow down my brain some. Today is one of those days I am feeling lonely. I need to find something to focus on to take my mind off of myself. One positive is that these cycles used to really get me upset and now I just know it is part of being bipolar. Well I think that I might try to find a book to delve into................