update on brian

brian is now in a induced coma yet seems to be doing a bit better. he has gotten a very bad infection from an operation to change him from having a coloscomy to not having to have one. he had a tear in his bowels a year or so ago. one of the reasons he is so in critical condition is because he is a heavy smoker and his lungs have fluid in them. so a spark of hope thanks for praying.
yesterday at church i ended up listening to the teaching twice it was an amazing and convicting teaching. i also got lots of prayer which were such sweet times. it is always a blessing to get prayer yet it to me is even more sweet when i do not ask just someone comea up and asks if he or she can pray for you or even just come up and start praying like john did when we were worshiping. it was so right on when he prayed to without him even knowing all of the garbage that was going on in my brain.
i think there is going to be some much needed help that i need in the near future. i hope someday that i can help people as much as my church family helps me. i am in a good space today. i slept pretty good though i woke up at three and then would go back to sleep and awake and back and forth. i had a dream with a woman from church in it which i think that i am to share with her. i also had a bizzare like one of what some people call pizza dreams which had lots of my family in it but they were not like they typically are like my nephew who likes country music who is a t shirt and jeans type guy had a mohawk and bleached blond one and was wearing a baby blue leisure suit he did have on cowboy boots which is like him...but he was going to swim in that outfit! too funny to think about almost...the whole dream was like that.
i just got back from therapy and it went really good. i am looking foward to small group tonight. hope everyone has a really great day,